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# July 2004
# August 2004
# September 2004
# October 2004
# November 2004
# December 2004
# January 2005
# February 2005
# March 2005
# April 2005
# May 2005
# August 2005
# September 2005
# October 2005
# December 2005

Your Prayers

Fellow Friends

*Cuen Cuen
*Da Jie
*Xiao Mei

Monday, October 31, 2005

I am really very mentally tired le...just donnoe whats wrong with me these few days. My friends said that eversince the israeli's students came, my attitude has changed. But the fact is because I am supposed to take care of her since I am her host. I really am not trying to please her, but just trying to do my part as a host, since I have signed up for this exchange programme.On the first few days, I did not really talk or entertain her, so was reprimanded by the teacher. However, now when the programme was about to end in a few days time, my friends said I am too focused on trying to please her and had forsaken God without knowing. I admit that because of the exchange programme, I missed about 2 cell group meetings and 2 church services.Which means that I have not worshipped and praised God for 2 whole weeks. No wonder my fellow friends will say that I am too keen on pleasing my buddy, instead of God. But, I also have my own difficulties. I did not plan for this whole thing to turn out this way. But now since it has already happened, I should try to solve this problem myself. However, I am really sad that some of my friends were not really happy with me because of this incident. What I want to say is, I really did not thought of forsaking God because of her. I don't want everyone to be unhappy because of me.
Afterall, my birthday is coming soon and I have already planned long ago to celebrate at my house with all E328 members.But now it seemed that Cuen is quite disappointed with me, so I donnoe whether she will come...sobsob..hope that it will "Yu Guo Tian Qing" and everything will be back to normal after the exchange programme has ended..Cuen and Joan, sorry for disappointing you all..

Thursday, October 27, 2005

The israeli students have been in singapore for about 3 and a 1/2 fays already...time really flies.I am quite happy that I joined this exchange programme, because I could learn about the life of students in israel, their culture and some of the common words pronounced in Hebrew.My buddy is so beautiful...unlike me..dats why sometimes I feel that I am the odd one out during excursions,my buddy tok to her israeli friends and I left alone..stoning at one is really terrible without joan, my best friend. I think in the whole world, only Lord, Jesus, and Joan understands me...sometimes I think that Joan is a gift from God, because I really can't tink of other people who is close to me. People whom I can pour out my feelings to..sometimes I wonder, what would happen to me if I lose Joan as a friend?? I think I will suffer from depression and end up in the asylum. I know dat no man is perfect, except for God, but so far to me, besides God, Joan is the second person who really understands me well. Joan, I will always treat and regard you as my best friend forever, no matter what happens. I hope dat you will be willing to be my bestfriend forever...I cannot afford to lose the friendship which is given to me, from God..

Friday, October 21, 2005

Yeah! Finally can start to blog again, since that person who spam my blog is gone. Exams are finally over and looking at the results which I had gotten, I am quite satisfied.Especially history and P.O.A.So surprised that I got 33/50 for history and 82.5/100 for P.O.A. To me, school holidays have started, because I have taken part in a israeli-exchange programme and they would be coming next monday, which means that I do not need to go to school anymore, as I would be going for excursions with the israeli students. Can't wait for them to arrive. I bet it will be very fun for the next 10 days.

However, despite my happiness over this matter, I am also quite depressed at the same time. Donnoe for what leh haha.Just feeling down these few days. Maybe because I am not happy with my life.I must learn how to step out in faith and become a more confident person, just like wat Cuen told me.




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