Jesus is always there for me ..

2005-12-01T22:45:00.000-08:00

Wah..so long never blog le too lazy ba..for the past few days in hong kong, I have been going shopping and lazing around at home with my siblings.Miss my friends alot, especially joan..haha..miss all the long talks which we usually do when I am in singapore.Holidays are like ending soon..now already december le.One more month then school start le.Must really buck up next year.'N'Levels next year. I also must learnt how to be more independent next year..if not when I graduate le..then..Anyway, still in hong kong now.Will be going back to singapore in a few days time.Can't wait!Miss the life in singapore,going out with friends, going for church services and cell group meetings.
Still pondering over the 14th of dec to 16th dec thingy.There is a combined cell group chalet coming up.Donnoe whether I should go anot.Afterall I am not that kind who like to hang out at places with many people.But at the same time, I also want to take this good opportunity to socialise more..so..."Jing Tui Liang Nan". A lot of E328 outing I already missed le..so I don wan to keep on missing..I am part of E328 too...cannot always suddenly just disappear..sigh..I think I must really learn how to fellowship more.This is one big hurdle I have to overcome.Not to worry.Jesus will help me in going over this "Big" hurdle.Once I am on the other side of the hurdle, then I will not be so "quiet" le.Hope this miracle will happen on me.I really want to be changed from a "quiet" girl to a girl who knows how to socialise with others.Can't wait for my walk with Jesus next year. I am sure I will succeed if I persevere

2005-10-31T16:02:00.000-08:00

I am really very mentally tired le...just donnoe whats wrong with me these few days. My friends said that eversince the israeli's students came, my attitude has changed. But the fact is because I am supposed to take care of her since I am her host. I really am not trying to please her, but just trying to do my part as a host, since I have signed up for this exchange programme.On the first few days, I did not really talk or entertain her, so was reprimanded by the teacher. However, now when the programme was about to end in a few days time, my friends said I am too focused on trying to please her and had forsaken God without knowing. I admit that because of the exchange programme, I missed about 2 cell group meetings and 2 church services.Which means that I have not worshipped and praised God for 2 whole weeks. No wonder my fellow friends will say that I am too keen on pleasing my buddy, instead of God. But, I also have my own difficulties. I did not plan for this whole thing to turn out this way. But now since it has already happened, I should try to solve this problem myself. However, I am really sad that some of my friends were not really happy with me because of this incident. What I want to say is, I really did not thought of forsaking God because of her. I don't want everyone to be unhappy because of me.
Afterall, my birthday is coming soon and I have already planned long ago to celebrate at my house with all E328 members.But now it seemed that Cuen is quite disappointed with me, so I donnoe whether she will come...sobsob..hope that it will "Yu Guo Tian Qing" and everything will be back to normal after the exchange programme has ended..Cuen and Joan, sorry for disappointing you all..

2005-10-27T18:00:00.000-07:00

The israeli students have been in singapore for about 3 and a 1/2 fays already...time really flies.I am quite happy that I joined this exchange programme, because I could learn about the life of students in israel, their culture and some of the common words pronounced in Hebrew.My buddy is so beautiful...unlike me..dats why sometimes I feel that I am the odd one out during excursions,my buddy tok to her israeli friends and I left alone..stoning at one corner....ah....life is really terrible without joan, my best friend. I think in the whole world, only Lord, Jesus, and Joan understands me...sometimes I think that Joan is a gift from God, because I really can't tink of other people who is close to me. People whom I can pour out my feelings to..sometimes I wonder, what would happen to me if I lose Joan as a friend?? I think I will suffer from depression and end up in the asylum. I know dat no man is perfect, except for God, but so far to me, besides God, Joan is the second person who really understands me well. Joan, I will always treat and regard you as my best friend forever, no matter what happens. I hope dat you will be willing to be my bestfriend forever...I cannot afford to lose the friendship which is given to me, from God..

2005-10-21T17:10:00.000-07:00

Yeah! Finally can start to blog again, since that person who spam my blog is gone. Exams are finally over and looking at the results which I had gotten, I am quite satisfied.Especially history and P.O.A.So surprised that I got 33/50 for history and 82.5/100 for P.O.A. To me, school holidays have started, because I have taken part in a israeli-exchange programme and they would be coming next monday, which means that I do not need to go to school anymore, as I would be going for excursions with the israeli students. Can't wait for them to arrive. I bet it will be very fun for the next 10 days.

However, despite my happiness over this matter, I am also quite depressed at the same time. Donnoe for what reason.Maybe...eh...donnoe leh haha.Just feeling down these few days. Maybe because I am not happy with my life.I must learn how to step out in faith and become a more confident person, just like wat Cuen told me.

2005-09-22T17:55:00.000-07:00

Haiz...i tried..but to no avail...I still cannot learn how to control my feelings...i still get stressed up when the exams are near..all the stuffs which I have to squeezed into my pathetic brain...Food and Nutrition, Social Studies, History,Maths, Chemistry and last but not least, Physics...only chinese and P.O.A donnID to memorise..actually..got some also...haiz..Jesus, help me!

Targets for my year end overall results:

Subjects Grade

1.English A2
2.Chinese A1
3.Maths B4
4.Chemistry A2
5.Physics A1
6.Food and Nutrition A1
7.Social Studies A2
8.Elec.History A2
9.P.O.A A1

2005-09-10T12:05:00.000-07:00

back from hong kong le...it was nice spending time with my family there..my mum, elder sis, younger sis and I went shopping almost everyday..We arrived at hong kong on the 3rd of Sep, then went back to our second home to put down our belongings then had dinner at the clubhouse with my relatives staying there. After dinner, we went to venture the clubhouse and its various facilities. We came to a stop at the games room with many facilities inside. There was billard, mini soccer where we use our hands to play and a kind of arcade game which I have no idea what's it called,but it can only be played but 2 person. Each person will stand at one end of the table and the aim of the game is to try and push a chip into the opponent goal without letting your opponent do the same. Anyway, after playing for a few hours, my relatives went back home while my family and I went back to our house and rest for the night.
The next day, we went to visit my dad's friend and had luch together in a chinese restaurant. The food in hong kong was delicious! For the next few days, my mum, elder sis, younger sis and I went shopping in the morning till evening..lol..we bought a lot of stuffs including clothes, sweets and stuffs..only thursday we stayed at home bacause we wanted to rest before our flight back to singapore, later in the afternoon.
The thing that really caught my attention during my stay in hong kong was the schools..there were a few schools which I saw had a church beside it and they are
under one compound, which means that pupils can go to the church anytime they like..so good...there is also a hospital called the "St Pauls Hospital"

So happy that I got first in class for this term..I feel really blessed by God. Never in my life have I thought about getting 1st in class, cos there were classmates better then me..I am really thankful for God's blessings..
Final term exam coming le..I will study hard and try my best in the exams..but Lord, I pray that you will guide me through all the exams and help me to maintain my standard..In Jesus name I pray, amen.

P.s I will reap what I have sowed.God will definitely multiply the seeds which I have planted..

2005-08-28T22:15:00.000-07:00

Haiz...somethings really wrong..I feel very happy when I am in church but the moment I reached home, I start to become gloomy..Maybe its because no one understands me..its not that I wanna abandon my family after knowing God, but they just don't seem to understand.Maybe its not that they don't understand..amybe its persecution...Really hope that one day they will understand...
Anyway, went to church today with Cuen Cuen and JiXian.Today's service was fun and interesting..Pastor Ulf came all the way from Sweden to preach to us.I couldn't resist the temptations of buying the "Cross" dvd, so I borrowed 25 bucks from Cuen Cuen today to buy the dvd.Will return the money to her later on Friday during Cell Group Meeting.The next time I will be going for church service will be one month later, which is after my final term exams..sigh..muz wait so long before I can go back there again.All I can do now is to pray that my parents will allow me to go to church for one last time before the September holidays end, which is the last day of Sep holidays..:)

2005-08-18T18:35:00.000-07:00

Feel much relaxed after talking to sister cuen cuen..But I really hope that she will not come and disturb me anymore...saw her crying today after her friend told her that the dish she cooked was awful.Now she know how I feels when she herself hurt other people by words.God, I pray that you will guide me and help me in overcoming her and not being affected by her.In Jesus name I pray,Amen.
Had my practical test today...was shocked that Mdm Farizah gave me 20 marks out of 24 marks.My dish was quite plain and I thought that I will get low band for this test,but it turns out that Mdm Farizah liked the taste and texture of my dish so she gave me high band.So happy!But compared to the practical exam which I will be having in 1 week time,this is nothing.Really hope that all will turn well on the day of my exam..I don want to fail this project which takes up 60% of my overall grade for Food and Nutrition...

2005-08-15T20:05:00.000-07:00

Donnoe why my computer is so lag this few days..maybe keep too many files le.Anyway,had quite a good day at school today.Both the History and Food and Nutriton tests are easy.I can managed.So happy that I am part of E328 le..after some confirmation.Donnoe whether its coincidence or what,ever since I accepted Jesus to come into my life,things were getting easier for me.I no longer feel so stressed up like last time.And surprisingly, all my tests results were quite good.Maybe its because I really studied hard for it...Wonder if tomorrow have entreprise meeting or not..hope don't have..so I can come back home early to do my own revision.Okay,I think thats enough.I have to go and do my English summary homewrok le..Cya!

2005-08-14T22:00:00.000-07:00

Went to church today..so fun!!Me,Joan,JunJie and John.Finally I dare to raise my hand and worship my Lord,Jesus.Most of the songs we sang today were from the "Cross" album.All very nice.Hope that I can go to church again next week.So sad,Sister cuen cuen cannot come on Wednesday beocs my Dad is still at home.But nevermind,I will persevere.Wait for a few more months when I am closer to her then she will come and visit me le.She so good..like a big sister to me.But don't worry my best friend,Joan,I will still hang out with you de..I will not Pang Sei you de..Haiz,been to church for a few times le,but donnoe why I still cannot feel the presence of God. I am really hungry for His touch.But I will wait slowly and see how it goes later on.Gtg peepz..nitez..God Bless Everyone!

2005-08-13T13:25:00.000-07:00

Enjoyed myself a lot at the cell group meeeting yesterday..this week was not really a cell group meeting but rather it is a party.We played games,worship and praise the lord by singing and Sister Serene preached.The best part of the party which I liked was when Brother ZhiTao,my best friend as well as Sister, Joan, and Sister Cuen Cuen share with us their habits and character before they went to church and how they changed after going for church service and cell group meetings.I envy them a lot how God has changed thier life. I am just beginning to go to church and yesterday was the first time I ever attend a cell group meeting.Hope that as time passes, I will grow to know God more and change my life. Felt so "warm" in Russell's house yesterday.Because I am a new member,almost everyone treated me well. Some offered me drinks and food during dinner time, while Sister Serene offered me a cup of water before our meeting start.That was the first time someone offered me a drink...how sweet the water was to me...then when Sister Caylin came, she talked to me and played with my hair..keke. At night, when we were having our dinner,Sister Cuen Cuen chat with me. This is the first time in my life I ever felt so close to a person whom I have met for the first time..the Sisters are really approachable. I hope to know them more and be friends with everyone in the cell group.Of course I will never forget that I am able to have all this happiness in my life is becos of my bestfriend, Joan.If she didn't invite me to church, I will never be so happy like now.Thanks Joan!:)

I am a changed person....

2005-08-11T04:40:00.000-07:00

Didn't blog for a long time le..cos I was busy...realise that I have changed a lot since I went to church with my bestfriend,Joan.I am a much happier person now...cos I know that there is a person out there who will always help me and comfort me when I need help...and that person is none other then, Lord Jesus as well as Heavenly Father and the Holy Spirit.I have found more meaning to life this few days and learnt how to love and care for my siblings and parents more..the only thing that shocked me was the sudden change of not looking for info on idols and stuff..donnoe why I suddenly don't have interest in 5566 anymore..juz feel like going to church and learning more about Jesus.The best thing is, I am now a member of E328 cell group in City Harvest Church..amazing isn't it? I only went to church 2 times and I have already made more then 5 new friends.I am really getting excited now..cos tomorrow my dad's coming back from Hong Kong after being there more almost a month,but the best thing is..tomorrow there will be a combined cell group meeting..the only thing is it will be a party instead of the normal cell group meeting.Can't wait!!This is the first time I attend cell group meeting..hope all will turn out right tomorrow..Dats about it..Goodnight Heavenly Father,Lord Jesus and Holy Sprit...

Dui bu qi.....

2005-05-31T12:00:00.000-07:00

Hiaz....jing tian wo hui dao xue xiao cha wo de nian zhong kao shi cheng ji.Mei xiang dao wo da duo shu de ke mu dou jing bu le...zhi you shu xue bu ji ge.Ke shi zui rang wo shi wang de shi....wo de hua wen jing rang zhi kao dao B3...dang shi wo yi ting dao lao shi xuan bu wo de hua wen kao shi cheng ji , zheng ge ren jiu leng le yi xia.Wo zheng de bu gan xiang xing wo yi xiang lai zui hao de ke mu jing ran chong A1 jiang luo dao B3.Shui ran wo ji ge le, dan wo hai shi dui zhi ji de cheng ji gan dao hen bu man.Ying wei wo tai dui bu qi 5566 le.Wo de hua wen zhe ji nian lai yi zhi zai jing bu shi ying wei wo chang chang ting 5566 de ge, kan tai men zu chi de jie mu he tai men yan de ou xiang ju.Zui you hao chu de shi du tai men de xiao shuo.Ying wei gu shi li you hen duo miao shu qing jie de ci yu he cheng yu.Mei xiang dao fan er wo de hua wen yi zhi xia jiang.Wo jue de wo dai bu pei zuo ta men de ge mi le....hua wen na me cha.......5566 dui bu qi....wo yi jing jing liang le..wo dai ying yi hou hui hao hao xue hua wen...ba wo de hua wen jing bu cheng yi qian de cheng ji.

2005-04-22T06:34:00.000-07:00

Hiaz.....exams are coming really soon...but I juz can't concentrate on my studies.My results seem to be deproving.I really donnoe what I can do to relax and improve my studies.I really hope that I can pass my History,Maths and Principles of Account exams.I want to pass all my exams and not get a single F9.That is my dream...I really hope that I can achieve it.

2005-04-11T19:32:00.000-07:00

Hiaz...my time spent with 5566 seems so short.Although I did enjoy myslef yesterday,xiezhi never look up when he signing my album...so sad.I go all the way there then in the end I did not get to see his heart melting smile at a close diatance.Really miss 5566 a lot.Especially xiezhi.They have already going back to TaiWan le.I am so depressed.Donnoe when is the next time they are coming to Singapore again.So that means I will have to wait and see.Because I went under the sun for quite a long time yesterday,now I feel sick.Tomorrow got MC.Ah!!!!Exams are coming in about three weeks time.So nervous..haiz...hope that I will get out of this depressing mood as soon as possible.If not I will not be able to concentrate in my studies then will affect my exams..

2005-03-28T19:30:00.000-08:00

There is only one word to describe my day and that is...STRESS....my elder sister is now in Temasek Junior College and many people are talking about their points these few days.I can't believe that my elder sister got 6 points for her O'Level exam.She sp pro sia..and the reason why I am stresed out these few days is because I kept thinking that I will be Secondary 4 by next year and that scares me out of my wits because I will be having my N'Level exam next year,followed by my O'Level exam the following year.Ah!!!I am really having problems with my History. Just can't squeeze all the information into my small pathetic brain.I always get really stressed out when I am studying my Hisotry.Why????Someone please help me....I am really afraid that I will not be able to go to Polytechnic because of my lousy results.Besides history, I am also having problems with my English and the most important thing is that if I were to fail my English, I will not be promoted to Secondary 5.How???? Argh!! Studies are getting harder and harder the higher level you go to. I wonder if I will be able to cope with my studies by the time I reach Secondary 5. Just don't understand why life is such a struggle.Only when you reach an age of 60 then you can relax and enjoy life.But by that time we are already so sick and weak.Nothing for us to enjoy...haiz...no choice.This is LIFE...the is the nature of the world.No one can change it.Anyway, I just hope that I can improve my History and English so that I will not have problem being promoted.

2005-03-26T23:24:00.000-08:00

hao jie mei~

2005-03-26T05:17:00.000-08:00

Wah...seems like I so long never write my blog liao.Not free.Went out with my sisters today.We left the house at 10.15a.m to go to KBox which is situated at Marine Parade.We sang lots of songs.About 20+ for three hours.We also had lunch at KBox where they give us a choice of different meals.But they charge us according to the different prices.Donnoe why I am so obsessed with Guang Liang's song titled "Tong Hua" these few days.Just like to listen it over and over again.After singing, we went to Tampines Mall to take neoprints as well as window shop.My elder sister treated me and my younger sister to MacDonalds for McFlurry and fries.See..my sis so good hor...lol. Haiz...10th April is coming really soon.But wat to do??The more I think about it, the more depress I will feel.No matter what, I still won't be able to have the chance to see "him".I only can dream of seeing "him".But still I don't have the luck to see "him" even in my dreams.Why???? I really miss "him" a lot.I really want to see "him" again as aoon as possible.God, please grant my wish.This is the last year I can get to see "him" already.After that I won't be able to see him anymore, or even forever.Sob...Maybe it's because I don't have the fate to see "him".

2005-03-13T22:50:00.000-08:00

Wat a fun day I had going out with my mei, Janice today. We went to Heeren to shop and we ate our dinner at Marche.But we only ordered side dishes.Donnoe why I am getting more and more crazy about cyndi wang.Not because I am a lesbian, but I think that she is really pretty and cute.I envy her.Got my progress report on friday.I improved.I got 8th in my class position.But now I must work harder so that my result can mantain and not drop.I will be going to Sigit's house tomorrow to do my physics project.So sianz...nothing to tok about.Haiz...miss my darling a lot...wonder how he is now.Heard that he will be coming on the 10th of April.But too bad,I will not be able to see him then.Because I will be studying for my exams during that period.Haven't seen him since last year after the concert, which is on the 5th of May.Really hope that I will be able to see him again soon.Seems to me that we are not fated to meet each other.Last time when I almost had the chance to go and see him,I fell ill,so in the end didn't go and see him.Sigh...maybe that concert is the last time that I get to see him.Sob.sob..Xiezhi...

2005-03-13T04:10:00.000-08:00

3 temasekians + 1 dunmanian haha... frends 4 ever!

2005-03-13T04:09:00.000-08:00

3 flowers... haha xiao mei, me and my mei janice

2005-03-13T04:08:00.000-08:00

my mei and her darling

2005-03-08T20:00:00.000-08:00

Sigh....I am having a very bad headache now.Just can't stop thinking about what my friend had said.Am I really dat bad to the boys???Juz becoz I don't have the habit of smiling, they start to gossip abt me to the whole class.Almost every malay boy hate me.Except one or two.Must I really take the initiative to change myself?? I am really very stressed out due to this matter.Wat must I do to change the malay boys thinking of me? help!!! I really need some counselling.I am wat I am and asking me to change myself is a very difficult thing for me.I donnoe how to open up, and at the same time, no one can help me cos its my own problem.But luckily I still have some friends who will support me and guide me along.Hope that the boys hatred of me will go away soon.I will try my very best to change myself.This is a real tough job for me to tackle.Hope dat all things will go well by the end of my secondary education.

2005-02-17T18:10:00.000-08:00

I have not blogged for a long time eversince the chinese new year had started.Too busy visiting relatives and going out with my friends.Tomorrow is already friday..so happy.The weekend is here again.My cousin is coming to my house this Saturday ,together with my other aunties.They are coming over for a meal.I am so stressed out these few days.Many tests are coming next week and I have to study for 3 tests.Chemistry,principles of accounts and "food and nutrition".Hope that I can cope with all of them. don't want to fail any one of my tests.Still waiting to collect the "Ge Dou Tian Wang" pictorial book from the "House Of Starz".The owner of the shop said that it has not been published yet and will only be ready by March.Really looking forward to the day when I will be collecting it.OKay,I gtg now..Bye!

2005-02-06T15:05:00.000-08:00

Went to my uncle's house yesterday night to celebrate my cousin's one month birthday.It was the first time I see her.Her name is Joi Chan Yi Jing and she is sooo cute....She likes to sleep with her face facing at the pillow.Really wonder how she will look like after she has grown up.Can't wait to see how pretty she is.I also had a fun day at Tampines Mall with Joan yesterday.We ate sushi and mini cheese cakes for lunch.We also went to the archade to play and took neoprints at "Pretty in Tokyo".Anyway I got to go now cos my sis needs to find some pictures for her history project.Well,catcha later...:)

2005-02-02T21:15:00.000-08:00

Wat's wrong with me??Y do I feel as though I am drifting further and further from my friends???Maybe I am too quiet or sumthing like dat.But the problem is I just can't get used to being talkative again after all these years of quietness.I just can't open my damn mouth and talk!Really hope that someone could help me with this problem.I can't save myself from it.Afraid that my friendship with Joan will worsen day by day.She dosen't seem to talk with me as much as last time.Hope there is nothing wrong with our friendship.....

2005-02-01T20:00:00.000-08:00

So sad...my mum and sis went to Lucky Plaza today to help me collect the "Ge Dou Tian Wang" picture book which I have ordered.But when they went there,the uncle said that it is not out yet and I can only collect it after Chinese New Year.Waaah!!I am actually excited about collecting the book by the end of this week but now I cannot even collect it next week.I have to wait until the following week then I can collect.But luckily the mv of "I won't Give Up" brightened me up.I was watching MTV when suddenly I saw this mv.It was the first time I saw this mv and especially I liked this song the best among all the songs in the "Ge Dou Tian Wang ost".My sis also told me that the VCD of "Ge Dou Tian Wang" will be out by March so that means I can preorder it anytime now.But I think I will wait until the day when I collect my picture book then preorder it at the same time.I am really getting excited over this...haha...but before I can get the chance to watch the VCD,I need to go through the ordeal of my food and nutrition practical exam which is on the 24th of February. Really hope that I will pass my exam and not embarrass myself on that day.But anyway,Chinese New Year is next week so I can enjoy myself first.Maxim invited me to go out with her and Joan after the homework time on Thursday,but I guess I won't be allowed to go....getting more and more anti-social.Just can't get along well with my friends.(In terms of joking and laughing).

2005-01-29T20:00:00.000-08:00

Went to bedok library again today as usual.Did cip for 2 hours then went to eat lunch with joan.I am really getting excited now.Tomorrow I will be shopping with my mum and my sister for chinese new year clothes.We are going to "This Fashion".Nothing much to say today,oh ya.Yesterday I went for the Chinese Calligraphy cca tryout.Hope that I will be able to fully become a member of the club by the end of next week.Chinese new year is coming in 1 week's time.I am looking forward to it.Can visit relatives in new clothes and collect "ang bao".So bored...nothing to say liao.Catcha 18~er..

2005-01-26T19:40:00.000-08:00

I actually have chinese homework to do tonight but I have already done all of them during homework time today.Had quite a nice day at school today.Listening to "I Won't Give Up" from "Ge Dou Tian Wang ost"now.Realise that I really miss "him" a lot.About 9 months never see him liao.Wonder how he is now...Hope that during the few days of chinese new year 5566 will come to Singapore to promote their "Ge Dou Tian Wang ost",so that I can see xiezhi again.Really wonder when is the next time I can get to see him.Maybe not so soon...haiz..really envy those fans that get to shake their hands or get their signature.I have been to almost every one of their autograph session but don't even get the chance to queue up for their signature.Really hope that one day I will get the chance to get close to him and get his autograph...

2005-01-25T21:10:00.000-08:00

Today's first session of the photograohy club was not so good.I have decided at the last minute that I prefer to join the Chinese Calligraphy.The good thing about Chinese Calligraphy is that there is only one session per week and that one session is only about 2 hours.Learnt new things during history lesson today.WAH!So difficult one..Tomorrow is the due date for the physics quiz.Hope that I have done the correct one if not later teacher will say I never do.My good friend said to me today that I am sometimes a bit too unreasonable,and I tink wat she said is quite true.Among all the friends that I have,most of them are from my class so I not really have any friends from the school.I only hang around with Joan and Janice....so I tend to rely on her.Maybe I should change.But also hope that the boys will give me a chance to do so.During my past two years in Temasek Secondary School,I have never talk to a boy in my class before.I don't have the guts to do so.Maybe I am not good at making friends on my own.I only rely on them to approach me...I pray for a miricle to happen...

2005-01-24T22:00:00.000-08:00

Argh!! Really very angry about her attitude.Backstab people then don't dare to admit.Bu Yao Lian.I will not let her harm my best friend one.Must look out for my friend.I know what tricks she have so I won't fall for it.Anyway,ta yi jing gei bie ren huai ying xiang le.So I don't need to worry.Okay.Enough about her.Tomorrow I will be attending the first session of my new cca,photography club.Can't wait.Somemore going to join with my good friend.But I am still angry that tomorrow because of my cca,I cannot go with my sis to her ballet lesson which means that I cannot go out and buy new clothes for the coming chinese new year.No matter what,I must really learn to relax.So that I will not be agitated so easily by "her"...

2005-01-23T21:30:00.000-08:00

Sianz...tomorrow must go back to school again.Getting tired of all the homework time.Hope that miss shirin will confirm about joan's transfer to photography club tomorrow if not tuesday I have to go for the new cca alone.But luckily my friend Janice,her dear is also in the cca so at least I know someone in the club.My dad bought a new car today.Seven seater.Yeah!Next time I will have space to sit liao.Chinese new year coming soon...bought a new pair of shoes at Bata today.Will be buying my new clothes this friday.Can't wait for this week to be over soon so that on the 4th of february I can collect my "Ge Dou Tian Wang" picture book laioz.Need to go to sleep already if not tomorrow morning cannot wake up.Bye!Gd Nite!

2005-01-22T18:30:00.000-08:00

Yeah!!I have already went to lucky plaza with my sister yesterday to collect the "Ge Dou Tian Wang ost" that I have preordered a few days ago.Besides collecting collecting the cd,I also preordered the "Ge Dou Tian Wang" pictorial book.Can't wait to collect it on the 4th of February,which is about two weeks later.Yesterday night we went to a chinese restaurant at River Valley to celebrate my mum's birthday.We had a scrumptous dinner.We went home at about 9pm and I slept only at about 12 am,as I couldn't get to sleep.Today I woke up at 8am so that I can get ready to meet Joan to do cip at the Bedok Library.We only did 1 hour today as we were tired.Now I am at my grandma's house.I have just finished memorising one of the songs in "Ge Dou Tian Wang ost" The tittle of the song is "I won't give up".Very nice!It is one of the best songs in the ost for me.But "Fang Shou Yi Bo" is also nice.Spending lots of money this few days.I will try to control myself hehe...

2005-01-05T20:30:00.000-08:00

Yeah!!!So happy.I managed to contact Mr Oh just now and found out from him that the 14 and a half hours of cip that I have done last year had already been added to my cip hours.What a relieve to me.I was very troubled these few days as I was afraid that the from would not get to him. Now I can relax already.But there is still one thing that I have not done ,which is contacting the Chinese Calligraphy teacher-in-charge.So now I still do not have a cca yet.But not to worry,tomorrow I will be staying back at school to settle my cca problems.Today is my second day of school and I received more homework compared to yesterday.I will be finishing all of them today as the dateline is on Friday.Wah so sleepy must go to sleep now.Bye!

2005-01-03T21:00:00.000-08:00

I am so tired....spent almost the whole day trying to contact my teachers after going home today.Everyone of them seems to be in a meeting.But I managed to contact Miss Shirin who called my handphone after getting the message that I have left in the General Office.At last I will be changing my cca tomorrow.Yeah!After a long wait,I managed to get out of my old cca.Can tell that I will be very tired after coming home from school tomorrow because I need to go to the General Office to take an application form for loaning lockers as well as going to the staffroom to find the 3 teachers that are needed for me to formally quit my C.O.Oh Ya!I also need to go to the cip locker and sign up for some cip activities.Got my cip hours today.So little.I think I will need to try to do as many cip as possible if not by the time I reach sec 5 ,there will still be not enough cip hours for me to graduate.Tomorrow I will be starting class already.Hope I can cope with my studies this year.Gtg sleep now.Try to blog soon..

2005-01-02T16:15:00.000-08:00

I am so excited!!!Tomorrow I will be going back to school already.My school bag was packed a long time ago and I only need to bring a few things to school tomorrow so my bag will not be that heavy.Going to wake up at 5.30 tomorrow to call joan and wake her up then we will be meeting earlier at the school bus stop before going in to the school.I am also going to meet janice.Can't believe that 2 months of holidays is so fast over,just like the blink of an eye.I will be sleeping quite early tonight so that I can wake up tomorrow.Gtg now bye!

2004-12-30T20:40:00.000-08:00

Hi!Long time never blog already.I was so busy these few days.Went to my cousin's house and stayed there for 2 nights so I didn't have the chance to blog.So happy.I just rebond my hair yesterday and my hair looks so flat and smooth now.hahaz.I will be having a barbecue party tomorrow with my neighbours to celebrate the coming new year.School will be starting soon and the holidays seem to have just started yesterday.It's so fast.First I was going to school for the last day and now my holidays are over.Really hope that this coming year will past quickly so I can go for holiday and play with my cousins again.My aunty will be giving birth soon.On the 24th of January.Yeah!Another baby cousin to play with.Especially it is a girl.Can't wait.Hope that I will have better results for my exams this coming year and I also hope that I will success in everything that I do.Lastly,I hope to buy 5566's new album and go for their concert(if have) next year.Thats all I think.Bye!

2004-12-08T08:40:00.000-08:00

Today is my 5th day in Hong Kong and I just heard from my uncle that we arre not taking train to Hainan Dao,because there was not enough soft bed for all of us to sleep.We are going to take the aeroplane and I am starting to get worried because the train is much more safer then the aeroplane.I am not afraid of taking the plane,but I just don't like to take china airlines.The flight is normally very rocky compared to the singapore airlines.I actually did not want to go at all,but was forced by my parents as they wanted me to go and see my grandmother's homeland situated at the countryside.The holidays seems to get shorter and shorter.We are going to China for 4 days so it means that when we go back to Hong Kong,we only have 3 to 4 days left to play with my cousin,Janice.

2004-12-04T21:10:00.000-08:00

I woke up very early today as I couldn't sleep last night.I was too excited.I tossed and turned in bed,looking at the clock.This morning when I heard my mum off the alarm,then I woke up.I went to wash my face and had a bathe.After bathing,I waited for everyone to get ready their things and bathe.Then the taxi arrived.My parents and I put our luggages into the back of the taxi then went in.We waved goodbye to monicea jiejie then the taxi went on its way to the airport.At the airport,we went to the first class lounge to have a little food before boarding the plane.The flight to Hong Kong took 3 hours so I played some computer games on the plane.We also had our breakfast there.After 3 hours of waiting,we finally reached Hong Kong.Someone picked us up from the airport and drove us to my cousin's house.The trip from the airport to her house took at least half an hour.When we reached her house,she chatted to us happily,welcoming us.Then we followewd her to her ballet lesson as they were having an open house today.I watch her dancing with her fellow classmates.After her lesson had finished,we went to buy a cup of coffee ice blended each.It was delicious,but a little too sweet.Then we went shopping a while as she needs to buy some clothes for her coming ballet performance.My sister and I both bought a pants each.After shopping for sometime,we took a bus back to her home.We had fried bee hoon for dinner,with stewed beef and curried beef.It was delicious.The only pity thing was that there was no vegetables.It was a fun day for me today and I look forward to the rest of the trip.

2004-12-03T16:30:00.000-08:00

Wake up quite late today as I had a late night last night.I woke up at 11am and had a bathe while my sister was still sleeping.After she had woke up,we went to Joan's house as she had told me to meet her at 1pm.But we arrive there early by 10 minutes so we waited for her at the bus stop.After a long wait,I decided to call her.But her brother said that she was sleeping so I asked him to help me wake her up.After she had woken up,she called me and said that her mum did not allow her to go out.It was all her brother's fault,as he told their mum about her staying up late to play the computer.So I told her nevermind and went to eat lunch with my sister at Macdonalds.We both ordered a filet o fish meal each as we were very hungry.After eating lunch,we went to Tampines Mall to shop for a while then we took a bus home.I am really getting excited by the time I reached home as we were going to Hong Kong for a holiday the next day.Time to go ....bye!.....

2004-12-02T22:30:00.000-08:00

Today I went back to school to buy my books for next year.After that I went to the temple with my mum as she wanted to go and pray.After praying,my mum and I went to eat "Yong Tau Fu"then we took a mrt to Bouna Vista as I had an appointment at NUH.It was finally my turn to see the docter after a long wait.After that,my mum and I took a cab back home as we were rushing for my younger sister's ballet recital which was held at the Kallang Teatre.We had a quick dinner then changed and waited for my dad to come back.After he had eaten and changed,we went to Kallang Teatre together.The recital was 3 and a half hours.After 3 hours,I was already sleepy and could only close my eyes and listen to the music.Overall,I had a really busy day today and I am getting tired now.Got to go sleep now.!

2004-12-01T23:30:00.000-08:00

Sob.sob.Sylvester did not won the Singapore Idol competieon in the end.But nevermind.I will continue to support him.He rocks man.So cute also.Went out wif joan today to buy things for our hamster.Spent about 50 plus.Wa...all my money gone.But nevermind.I must also contribute to keeping the pet clean and healthy.Two more days then I will be going to Hong Kong already.Yeah!So excited.Long time never go overseas already.Will be packing my own bag tomorrow.Nothing uch to say liao.I guess it is time for me to go to sleep already.Bye everyone!Goodnite!

2004-11-26T14:30:00.000-08:00

My sisters and I were supposed to go swimming today,but it turned out that we could not go because the weather was not so good and it was raining the whole morning.So today there is nothing much to do.We just stayed at home to play the computer. Anyway,my computer is fixed already.So I can chat to my friends online and check my mail.I just had my lunch and it was delicious.We had rice with nuggets,an omellete and some fried small fish.I did not write my blog yesterday as I was very tired.My mum brought us to Sakae Sushi to eat yesterday and we ate a total of 20 plates.The food there was delicious.We had not been there for a long time.After that we went shopping for a while then we went to TCC for a drink.The bluberry cheese cake and cafe latte was nice.Then around 4.30 p.m my younger sister went for her ballet lesson and we waited for her.Nothing to tok already.I guess it is time to stop now.Bye!Catca 18er~

2004-11-20T20:10:00.000-08:00

Sigh...so tired todae.I went to Tampines mall just now with my sister and also went to the library to collect my cip hours done in the library.Besides that,I also went with my sister to attend the meeting of Singapore Idol finalists,Sylvester and Taufik.Many people were over there.Young and old.There were also many fans of Sylvester and Taufik screaming all the way when they saw their idols.My sister was like going crazy over him and trying to take photoes of him.After that,they went for a 30 minutes break and when they return,my sister was waiting at the drop off point for the van in order to see her favourite Sylvester Sim.I was not interested at all and just stood there watching her waiting outside the van and trying to take photoes of Sylvester Sim.So lucky.It was so so close.Less then 1 metre away from each other,except for the piece of glass between them.I am not jealous,but I think that my sister was really fated to see him at a close distance.I have tried ways of getting real close to Xie Zhi when he and his buddies come to Singapore for autograph sessions.But I never seem fated to be with him.I always got sick when it was nearing their autograph session and when I went to the airport to fetch him,I did not get to see him.There was once when I went with my friend to the airport to send him off as he was going back to taiwan.But in the end,we missed him by a few minutes.We almost get to see him but when we get there,he had already went in to the boarding gate.Another time was when he and his buddies come to Singapore for an autograph session .When they were going back,I went to the airport and waited for them for 6 hours.But again failed to meet them.Why am I so unfated to meet him close in person???Why?Maybe it is heaven's will.Really miss Xie Zhi a lot.I don't know when I can get to see him again.

2004-11-20T08:20:00.000-08:00

Haiz..now janice don want to do cip anymore,so I have to do with joan.But I find it very hard to contact her these few days.I was trying to contact her for the whole day yesterday but still no reply from her.I call her handphone then no one answer.But when I call her house phone,her brother told me to call her handphone.Thia is all so confusing.The worst thing is that she doesn't reply my message which I sent to her earlier on.Hope that I would be able to contact her soon.My cip hours are very little and I would already be secondary 3 next year.Hope I can contact joan and do more cip with her in the library so that I would not have to worry anymore.Oh ya.I changed my blogskin and music yesterday.Because I have not changed them for a month already.Dats all...nothing much to say already.Bye!

Not fated.....

2004-11-06T09:48:00.000-08:00

Why must this happen at the last minute??why I have to be sick at this time???Had fever yesterday morning and it shot up to 38 degrees.The moment I got sick,the first thing that went to my mind was "imm".I was suppose to go out with my friends on sunday to see my idols 5566.But how unlucky I am.I got sick at the last minute and my mum don let me go out .The previous time when I wanted to see 5566 was before the exams.That time my aunt invited us for a stay in the hotel.As the hotel was near marina promenade which is just a few kilemetres away,I decided to have a look at the fireworks festival at night.But when night comes,my sister say she doesn't want to go anymore as it was very crowded so in the end I did not manage to see them.Now the same thing happen.My mum told me not to go to imm as she heard me talking to my friend abt it when we were talking on the phone.I wanted to go without letting her know,but it looks like god heard me and now I became sick.Ah!!!Why must it always end up like that!!??.The last time I really get to see them was april when they had their concert in Singapore.It was so long ago.Somemore I am going to Hong Kong on the 4th december,until 18th december.And the worst thing is that they are having a Jungiery Stars concert on the 11th december and that time I am in Hong Kong..I am really very disappointed that the exams are over and I still cannot see 5566.I think I am really not fated to see them.If I am lucky,maybe I will get to see them again if they have another concert next year.Next year is really my "last" year to see and chase them when they come to Singapore.Hope that I will get to see them the last time.

Frustration and Infuriation....

2004-11-03T22:50:00.000-08:00

Hi peepz...long time never blog already.The first week of my school holidays are ending and nothing much has been done.Went to Janice's house today to do my chinese homework and we also played Playstation 2.We fought against each other and sometimes Janice wins and then sometimes I win.Then we went to Tampines Mall and each ate a set of Japanese meal.It was delicious.All the scrambled eggs and sauce lingering in my mouth.Yum!Then we went to the Tampines Regional Library to borrow books for our school holidays chinese homework.But in the end we did not manage to find a single book so we went back empty handed.After that Janice called her cousin then they went to Bugis together while I went home because I was feeling tired.That's all for today.All was well except when I was watching "The Champion".The show makes me infuriated.There was a girl named "Kaixin" who liked a boy named "JiaJun"eversince they met each other on the bus.KaiXin's best friend "YiLin" was there at that time and did not like the boy at all.But after some time,she started to like him so she always spoils the date of "JiaJun" and "KaiXin".She even purposely try to harm "KaiXin"."YiLin's" bitchy act really makes me mad.But luckily "JiaJun" only likes "KaiXin".But there is a lot of confusion in the show as everytime "JiaJun" tries to patch up with "KaiXin","YiLin" will show up and "KaiXin" will think that "JiaJun" is trying to spite her."JiaJun" is a cowardly boy and he does not dare to tell "YiLin" that he actually doesn't like her.When he was telling her the truth halfway,she would change the topic and pretend that nothing has happened.Whereas "KaiXin" is a petty girl girl.All the confusions causes the audiences to be very angry and frustrated at the same time.That was what I felt.But I think that "YiLin" ia really a very bitchy girl and I hope that "JiaJun" would be with "KaiXin" in the end."KaiXin" was betrayed by her bestfriend all the while and she doesn't even realises it.I hope that she would find out the truth about her "best"friend as soon as possible.Ok.thats all about the show.I think I am obsessed with it.It's late already.I think I better stop here now.Bye!GdNite!

2004-10-30T21:00:00.000-07:00

Went out with my sis today.Went to BK to eat and also bought a soft toy from TY.After that we went to bugis to window shop then we ate Taco Pachi.Overall it was not really fun cos I had stomach cramps all day long.Nothing much today.Bye catcha 18er~

2004-10-22T14:45:00.000-07:00

School term will be ending for this year on 29th Oct,Friday.Which is next week.Got back some of my exams results and were both surprised and disappointed with them.My chinese is good and surprisingly my Geography too.This is the good news for me..but I failed my English and DnT.Really scared that I will be retained next year.My form teacher said that 4 pupils would be retained and did not mention the names so this give me the creeps that I would be one of them.In order to go to sec 3 next year,I would need to pass 4 other subjects if I failed my English.So far,I have passed 2 subjects which are science and chinese.My MCQ for geography is quite well done so I think I would be able to pass.Left with Literature and Maths.If I failed both of them,then I think I would need to be retained next year..thinking of this scares me a lot.But wat can I do??It is over and I cannot change my results already.This few days went to school only to play cards.Fun, but some teachers don't allow us to play.Monday is a marking day for my school and I will be inviting my friends over for a gathering.Few days ago it was my sister who invited her frineds so now it is my turn.Janice and Joan confirmed with me that they are coming but for Maria,Geraldine,Sigit and Wei Chong say that they should be able to come.Hope all of them turn up for my gathering.I have to do 10 chinese newspaper article for my chinese homework and the due date is the beginning of next year.I have already done two and is going on to my third article.Aiming to complete it by next week so I can enjoy my holidays during November and December.Exams are over but tonight still have to go for my chinese tuition.So sianz...the lesson is so boring and I hate oral practices.Hope today's lesson is on composition.Would be going to Cold Storage later before my tuition to buy some titbits for my gathering on Monday.Thats all for today..catcha guys 18er~

2004-10-12T17:45:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!All the suffering is over.Tomorrow is my last exam which is dnt.Tried learning it but could not even understand a single word.I prefer Homec to dnt as it is much easier.Actually my last exam is on thurs but it is only chinese listening compre so it doesn't matter.Tomorrow I will be going out with Maria and Janice after the exam.The exam will end around 9.30 and it is so early.We will be going to Tampines Mall straight away after the exam and we will be eating lunch together and taking neoprints.So long never go out with my friends.The last time I went out with Janice was during the June holidays.Can't wait for tomorrow to arrive.I am so excited about the trip.Especially when it is the first time going out with Maria also.Think we will really have a great time tomorrow.But right now I will have to study at least half an hour of dnt to get prepared for tomorrow's exam.Gtg ppl c ya 18er~

2004-10-09T15:35:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!!Finished all my important exams already and left only my maths paper 1 and dnt exam.At last I can rest already.A few more weeks then the school term will be over soon..then I can enjoy my holidays.Going to Hong Kong to visit my cousin and have a holiday there.I watched Singapore Idol yesterday and was really disappointed with the results.I cannot believe that my favourite David Yeo was voted out!!!How can it be??He is so cute and have quite a lot of fans wat..Muz be because of the stupid Jerry Ong.He doesn't even have the looks and cannot sing at all,but he is STILL in the competiton!!!I am so pissed out.Must be his church members all vote for him want.Not fair.How can like that.Even the judges are also very disappointed with the results.Saw David's eyes going red yesterday when he heard that he was voted out.So poor thing.His singing is not bad but why is he voted out???!!!But nevermind.At least he is studying law,which is a good choice.This is for david(Hope you will cheer up and not be so sad about the competiton.At least you have tried your best...I will always support you.)

2004-10-04T14:45:00.000-07:00

Today went to school for my english and science exams.Quite difficult,but I managed to finish the whole paper.Hope that I will be able to pass my english with at least a score of 65/100.Forget some facts on science when doing my exam paper,but managed to do all the questions too.So nevermind.Tomorrow is my chinese exam.But I don need to be so stress up cos chinese is my favourite subject and I usually get good marks.But of course I still must study for the exam.I think I will not target my results so high,because if the results come out and not so good then I will be really disappointed.So I have plan new targets:

English--------65/100
Science--------72/100
Chinese--------80/100
Maths----------60/100
Geography------60/100
Literature-----60/100
DnT------------55/100
Wish everyone and myself good luck in their exams.Thats all....got to go and study my chinese now.Bye!

2004-09-29T21:30:00.000-07:00

Found out today that Joan really had chicken pox..she feel very sad as the exams are starting on monday and it seems like she confirm cannot take the exam already.It is all my fault.I should not have gone so near to her when I know that I was not feeling well.But at the same time,I also think that she is very lucky because she have chicken pox then have MC so she do not need to take the exam and can still go to sec 3 next year....So good..if I were her then I would feel so happy,not like now,so stress up.Just done a science test on Refraction and Reflection just now.Managed to pass but only with a mark of 54 percent.I think that it is not good enough.Normally my science is A1.How come after being absent from school for two weeks then everything forget liao??But luckily this is a new topic that I have just learnt.So even if I managed to pass with a borderline result,it is good enough.Anyway,the exam paper is not going to come out all questions on that topic.I am better with the Atoms and Molecules chapter as well as Digestion.So fast then the exams are here.I am really getting freaked out.Hope that I wll be able to sustain my english standard with at least a score of 70/100.I also hope that my science will reamin at A1.Besides all these,I also have targets for my coming exams.Let me list them out now...Eng-70/100,Sci-72/100,Mt-80/100,Ma-60/100,Lit-50/100,Geog-55/100,DnT-50/100.Really hope that I can achieve these results and get at least a position of 8/40 for my progress report end of this term.I really want to get back to my previous position,as it is among the top ten position.If I can get all these results,then I would be able to enjoy my holidays at the end of the year..Dear god,please help me to achieve these results at the end of the year,and at the same time I will also study hard for my coming exams.Amen.

2004-09-28T21:40:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day of school before the exams start...I do not nid to go to school tomorrow as my school is giving as e-learning programme.Tomorrow going to Janice's house to revise Geography and science..talking about science...todae during science lesson,Mr Tan teach me all the things that I have missed out during the two weeks of MC.He used his microphone to teach me in front of the whole class and keep on asking me to answer questions on that chapter after that.He kept on calling my name in front of the whole class and I feel so embarrassed and extra at that time as the whole class was practically listening to what they have already learn.Joan was having a high fever during the last period before recess today so during recess I folowed her to go and find Mr Tan before going for my DnT lesson.Her fever was so high that it shot up to38.1 degrees..Oh My..I have never had such a high fever before..I really worry for her.She called me just now and said that she even has spots on her face and body.I hope that I have not pass my chicken pox to her if not I will really be ashamed of myself.Exams are coming next week and if she really gets chicken pox that means she cannot go to school for two weeks than she would not be able to take her exam.I have just recovered and I do not want to cause her to have chicken pox and cannot take exam while I go and take my exams.I really do not want to "hai" my best friend.Hope that she will go and see a doctor as soon as possible so that she will recover faster at the same time.Anyway,my other best friend,Janice went to my house today after school.We were suppose to study but in the end she just test me a few questions on geography then we went to the playground and play the swing.She went home around 6.45pm.We did not study much today so I decided to go to her house tomorrow so I can revise my work with her again.

2004-09-25T17:40:00.000-07:00

Exams are getting nearer and nearer and I am getting more and more tense up..Studied my science and geog really hard this few weeks as they are my weaker subjects.Having a hrad time with my geography but who cares??I will just try my best to absorb all the notes into my brain.My big sis has been really depressed this feww days because of her prelims results....hope that she would cheer up soon...Really really hope that I will pass my geog exam this time...I will give my best shot and see the results that I would get ...Hope that my hardwork will be paid off this time.I seem to fail my geog everytime..As for my maths,I will try to remember all the formula and pass the exam also..Wake up very early in the morning today to go to school for my chinese oral exam.But when I went there,I was told by my form teacher not to take the exam and so I went home immediately..What a waste of time...but at least I get to go out and have some fresh air...Got chickenpox last week and would be returning to school next monday..Haven't went out of the house for the past few days and I am really getting bored..but at last I can return to school and see all my good buddies again...

2004-09-22T18:23:00.000-07:00

Why do I feel so stress up???Why does examinations seems so frightening to me???I think I will flare badly for my exams this time round..I am the stupidest girl in the world..always fail geography although studying so hard to pass it everytime...Why must I go through this pain??Hope this will all be over soon so that I can relax and play...Gladys, muz relax more ,don't get too tense up k???Really hope that I can pass my geog exam this time...worried about science too.so many things to memorise..I already give up hope on my lit..hope that my other subjects will be able to help me in my class position..I dropped badly from 8 to 13...Maybe too stress up or not hardworking enough??I don't noe..will find out soon...at the end of the year...

2004-09-21T20:17:00.000-07:00

Oh!! No!! There is more to learn for my coming exams...3 more chapters is added for me to learn for my geog exam as well as 1 chapter for my science...stress :( should i take my exams????or should i let go of this opportunity??????i m really in a dilema these few days..this question kepps on playing in my mind...someone plz help mi...my dad has juz bought me a new mp3 player and i do not want to disappoint him...he said before to let me choose,but i donnoe...i m very stress and don feel like taking this exam,but at the same time i do not want to disappoint my dad.After all he has bought me a new mp3 player ....how?????if only he is here right now...i feel so lonely without him....

Back at LasT

2004-09-20T04:52:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone,i m back at last after a week of staying in the hospital.Chicken pox has cos me to stay in hospital and go through all the painful days...Needles were practically seen almost everyday.Skip my english and chinese paper 1 and sch for 2 weeks.So stressed out.Exams are coming after 1 more week....glad to be back at last...but i m really stress out for the coming final year exams...hope that this will be over soon.

2004-08-23T03:22:00.000-07:00

Went to school today and pass my english presentation....yeah....my fear is over...tmr i still have co after school as usual...very tired...but nvm..i will hold on...

2004-08-22T22:00:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow I have to return back to school liao ...so tired...i realise that it is worst if i don go to school and study but rest at home instead during sat and sun as i will still have to go back to school every sat for my cca.I am very tired...for the whole week I only have sun to rest..but nvm..i will try to sleep earlier and have enough sleep so that i will not feel tired for the whole day...at last the musical cd is out and i will be collecting it frm mrs loke tomorrow..hope that i will be able to find her after school..she always gets missing after school hours.Really miss "my" tony and his friends...haven't seen them for about 4 months.The last time I seen them was during april..actually the last time they came was this month for the Singapore Firework Festival.But i did not get to see them as I do not have enough money to buy the t-shirt which cost almost 20 dollars.The t-shirt is compulsory for a person to enter the standing area where the "fans"can get closer to their idols...too bad..i miss a chance..but nvm cos they are coming again soon for the "Music Awards 2004" hope that this time i will be able to fetch them from the airport or at least get to see them on television..i muz really study hard for the coming exam.it will be the final exam for this year..i muz get good results so that i will be able to go for their concert which will be held maybe next year...ok..think it's about time to go to sleep..Xie Zhi Wan An....

2004-08-21T04:00:00.000-07:00

Spend the whole day at school juz because of c.o. I really hate co .Have so many practices wan..oso so long hours.BUt next year i will be quitting for sure.So confused this few days over the geog and science notes.Hope i can memorise them soon.By the way,my cousin Janice is coming back to Singapore soon...yeah!!!we can talk and play again.....

2004-08-18T05:34:00.000-07:00

I had a tired day today.Went back home from school then have music lesseon and tuition.So tired...but i m glad that i do not nid to go for c.o practice tomorrow as i would not be performing next friday as i have something on.Really stress out this few days.Chinese test,lit test and science test coming up..really hope i can hold on and remember my work as i do not want to fail my exams at the end of the year...i will try my best....so that end of the year i can go to hong kong to meet my cousin..

2004-08-16T03:04:00.000-07:00

Hi! Change my blog again...but this time I think i will not change it for a long time..the music is nice and I also like the pics..Nothing much to write actually..oh ya.My aunty monica(maid)sis juz arrived singapore todae.She will be staying at the agent hse for a nite.Tomorrow go my grangma hse then can see her liao..so excited,wonder how she look like and how my aunty will react after seeing her sister.She has not seen her for almost 4 years..

2004-08-15T14:55:00.000-07:00

Long time didn't write my blog liao...There is the person that likes to go to my blog and say all the bad things about my family friends..wonder who that person is...but all thanks to my sis,after scolding that "annoymous" person,that person did not post comment for a long time liao...haha..serves him rite...but i will find out who is that person one day....

2004-07-18T16:01:00.000-07:00

Miss my dear cousin a lot.She went back to Hong Kong todae.Hope she will come to Singapore again soon.Wen,miss you come again next time k???

2004-07-16T16:27:00.000-07:00

The dance performance todae put up by my friends and the sch dance group was really cool.This was the first time I watch my friends perform.There was also an item put up by the Dunman sec sch.It was ok but I did not like it.They look so silly in their costume like wearing pyjamas.They look so proud like as tough they perform very well.......Yuck!

Bad day...

2004-07-14T15:46:00.000-07:00

I had a bad day at sch todae....I was feeling so tired that I almost felt like fainting.I did not have enough sleep for the past few days so I am so tired now....Trying real hard to find my favourite chinese mp3 files online to put in my web as background music but did not managed to find one yet..Argh!!I have been trying to find for at least a week but not a single songwasfound...Iam getting sick and tired of this...Help!!!!!